[died1000times]

The bonds formed by a mutual addiction to self-delusion -- drugs or love: We must be true to each other. This relationship is so important that we will almost continually lie to each other to maintain it.

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Wow guys, thanks for some great posts! This has helped me. I am particularily intrigued by your post Chris. Please explain further with this if you wish. The way you structured this even sounds Gord Downie-ish to me. But what I'm taking from it is that dying a thousand times is actually our failed attempts at maintaining "being true to eachother", even our desperate attempts. Nevertheless still attempts which indicates good and human intentions. And this sheds a dark but also hopeful and optimistic light on the sentence, and I must admit I wanted it to mean something like this.
Am I hitting on your thoughts, or no?