[HipFan1]

dude I'm not fucked up anymore I'm completely fine I don't think the way I used to anymore. I'm not even going to ever think of thinking about doing it ever again. I'm cured, I don't have any urges to kidnap anyone. Because of what I did by helping myself, before I did something that would fuck up my life forever, I am now my own hero because I recognized the danger and prevented it from becoming reality.

I can walk out in public and easily zone in on the honies my age and be happy about it and not even think about the kids I just zone them out of my sight(If only I could zone out their screaming and yelling).

remember

I AM MY OWN HERO!!

I was able to conquer my darkest thoughts and make them history, a thing of the past, and I didn't hurt anyone except for myself, and that only made me a stronger better person. I am now a volunteer for the Big Brothers of Canada, and I am spending time with my little brother every weekend having a blast and he always looks forward to spending time with me and can't stop talking about me, which makes me feel good about myself that I once again feel comfortable aroud kids without any dangers....Plus the kids mom is hot!!! :thumb: :wink:




so please don't call me fucked up because I'm not, I am cured