[HipFan1]

My turmoil is I was inches away from abducting someone but at the last minute made the right choice and ran to my car(by myself) and got out of there as quickly as possible and went home and spent the whole afternoon thinking about how I nearly messed up my life. I've had to live with that ever since.

Id like to know what you meant by "abducting someone", because that sounds really bad.

I was at a park in my home town of Sarnia, looking for friends at a park, and I had unfortunately previously seen the horrors of Child Porn and that got me wondering why someone would do such a thing and when I think like that it makes me curious, sometimes curious enough to try. I was right beside a girl about 11 or 12, my right arm was reaching for her, as soon as I noticed that I restrained my and got my ass out of there right away and went home. I stayed in my room for two days staright except to go to the bathroom. After that it was obvious I needed help so I got therapy. And I haven't tried anything since, and there's been no urges. :thumb:

So I am extremely anti-CP for having it nearly fuck up my life
:x :x :x