09-30-2003, 07:48 PM
hum,lets see......I guess being a kid wasn't a too bad xperience for me,I never knew my dad so I never had the knowledge of knowing what areal father could provide for better or for worse. And yes I loved goin to the rink and gettin a game of shinny goin. I could have did without the racism I am many of my aboriginal friends went thru. Racism Sux :x But havin said that I met alot of great non aboriginal peoples as well. Life was a real trip. But back to the dad thing,I am really wanting so much as of the last 2 1/2 years to meet this man who helped in the creation of me. Whats the point you ask? My girlfriend told me we should all know our relations just in case my kids happen to meet his kids one fine spring day.I'd hate for that to happen and strange things have happened,it's too small of a world.I guess what I'm trying to say is life is short.When one thinks of the total expanse of time and what time means, our lifetimes are a mere half a blink of an eye when you think about how long the universe has been around,we don't have a any time to mess with this fragile existence we've been blessed with.I'm 30 now and already i feel like there's a billion things that need to be done before i shuffle of this mortal coil. Yes being a kid was ok, I try to think of how i can make my kids childhood kick mines in the ass. if i missed the point i apologize ,got a lot on the brain lately.
I will not give up. My face is set,my gait is fast,my goal is heaven,my road is narrow,my way is rough,my companions are few,my guide is reliable,my mission is clear. I cannot be bought,compromised,detoured,lured away,turned back,diluted or delayed. I will not flinch in the face of sacrifice,hesitate in the presence of adversity,negotiate at the table of the enemy,ponder at the pool of popularity,or meander in the maze of mediocrity. I will not give up,shut up or slow down....Blessed Be!